The Light That Learns Our Name: MacDonald’s Phantastes and the Formation of Clinical Attention
“She seemed to shine with an inward light, but the marble gleamed through it like the white tone through the flush of the rose.”
—George MacDonald, Phantastes
There is a moment in Phantastes when Anodos encounters a marble woman in a quiet glade. The figure appears still, yet undeniably alive; carved form and living presence intertwined. He senses that there is more before him than he can understand, but his sight is not yet prepared for such recognition. MacDonald is not illustrating ignorance. He is illuminating development. Perception, in his world, is something the self must grow into. Modern healthcare lives within the same tension. Clinicians and patients sit together every day, exchanging symptoms, explanations, and plans. Yet both can walk away unseen and unseeing. The chart may be complete, and still the story misunderstood. A diagnosis may be accurate, yet the meaning of illness remain unspoken. To care well is not only to know, but to learn to see… to cultivate the ability to notice what is quiet, interior, or unfolding. This requires attention. It requires time. It requires companionship. The work of healing begins not with expertise alone, but with perception that is continually being formed.
The Healing That Hides in Delay
“You must throw yourself in. There is no other way.”
— George MacDonald, The Golden Key
In modern healthcare, waiting is rarely framed as part of healing. Yet in George MacDonald’s enchanted forest, Mossy and Tangle discover that time, delay, and uncertainty shape them as much as any destination. This essay walks alongside them. Through long referrals, missed calls, late diagnoses, why don’t we ask: What if the waiting itself holds wisdom?
Grounded in real clinical research and lit by human connection, Part I explores how delays in care can stretch us, deepen us, and (if we’re not alone) even offer quiet kinds of healing.
The House We Inherited: Healthcare’s Haunted Architecture
Hawthorne’s The House of the Seven Gables reminds us that injustice doesn’t disappear. It settles into the walls. Our healthcare system, too, is an inherited house: intricate, costly, and haunted by the wrongs that shaped it. From racial inequities to misaligned incentives, today’s fractures trace back through generations of policy and power. But as Hawthorne suggests, curses aren’t lifted through destruction; they’re healed through humility, compassion, and connection.
Whatever Our Souls Are Made Of: Reclaiming Identity from Illness
When illness or grief takes hold, it doesn’t just affect the body. It can start to rewrite identity. What begins as a diagnosis can, over time, become a defining role. This piece explores how patients often find themselves engulfed by medical labels, why that matters psychologically, and how reclaiming narrative (through tools like narrative medicine and identity reconstruction) can support real healing. With insights from recent research and echoes from Wuthering Heights, it’s about learning to say: this is part of my story, but it is not all of me.
The Bright Data & The Dimming Soul
We’re drowning in data. AI predictions, biohacking labs, “healthspan” programs that promise to optimize every cell. It’s fascinating…and exhausting.
Mary Shelley warned us 200 years ago: chasing knowledge without wisdom can backfire. Longevity medicine often walks that line. More tests don’t always mean more health. Sometimes, they just mean more anxiety.
True care isn’t about quantifying every heartbeat. It’s about understanding the story behind it.

